interview of the inexperienced vs. familiar

i just got back from my interview. it actually went better than i suspected.. although, i still don't know if i got the job. i thought it'd be a bust right away and to make things worse- another girl sitting next to me interviewing as well was already currently working at hollister- so she was more familiar with what goes on in stores. she was asking questions that only clothing store workers would know. i told her that i liked meeting new people and helping people, which explains why i'm volunteering at sabathani right now. i think that if she had to choose between me and the other girl interviewing with me today- she'd probably go with the safe bet and hire the other girl since she's experienced already but she might be looking to hire more than one person- so i may still have a chance but i'm not counting on it. i tried.. that's all you can do. sabathani must be pretty well known because as soon as i told the woman that i was currently volunteering at sabathani, the girl interviewing with me nodded her head like she knew where i was talking about and the lady interviewing us said, "OH." like she was familiar with the place. i know coming from a more rural area- i had only first heard about sabathani after i volunteered for central honors philando- when i'm pretty sure philando's mom valerie had something to do with referring me to scott, the ceo of sabathani.. i'm not positive though. philando is basically my guardian angel.. if it weren't for him- i probably would've done something stupid out of boredness again, so there wouldn't be a stacy anymore. i'm serious too for you entitled, ignorant family members who read my blog to laugh at the struggle i go through to get what i got for entertainment and amusement- without offering valuable help that won't keep me in the same fucking place so i can't entertain or amuse you, like a handicap tool so you can look like you actually care about me to your super kewliez in-laws and the rest of our family when you just care about me when it's convenient and/or beneficial to you. you'll have to go through the same shit i do. karma is a bitch. keep it up, dicks.
the ics worker called me about 20 minutes ago and said that she'd have to take me to the bank tomorrow since the program i'm in is so short staff. figures. something always has to go wrong for me. i just hope she can actually make the appointment tomorrow like she said she was going to.